"As autumn leaves are carried by the wind
I place a jacket on the cold shoulder next to me
It seems like your strong voice and innocent face
Is shined on by the sunlight

In my heart, I always want to protect you
When we speak to each other, the air we breathe is visible
These overflowing memories are all for you
Our pleasant times together will always rest in my mind

You resemble a kitten when you're surprised by words
When I take your hand, you try to act like you aren't bothered

Tomorrow is filled with dreams we will face together
I feel as though we're creating our own paths

How far can I fly with your dreams?
I will wipe away all your tears

The light shines on us, showing its approval
It has combined our feelings without hesitation

Honestly, I think I will lose you
The truth awakens when I close my eyes
No matter how many times this season approaches me
I will always swear to this love, that will never change

How far can I fly with your dreams?
I will wipe away all your tears

In my heart, I always want to protect you
When we speak to each other, the air we breathe is visible
These overflowing memories are all for you
Our pleasant times together will always rest in my mind

For this silent love, I sing to you, only to you"

"Happy birthday Moon Minah." Changmin said as Dong Bang Shin Ki bowed and got off of the stage.

Someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back as I was stumbling still in shock. They then sat me down. I looked up and found that it was Kim Junsu.

"Happy birthday." Someone said. I looked over and caught a glimpse of the one and only Jung Yunho.

"Thank you." I bowed and said quietly. "I'm confused though. Why am I back here?" There must be a reason right? I mean any girl would be excited to be sitting with the one and only Dong Bang Shin Ki, but I have no reason to. I didn't do anything special. I'm not anything great. I don't even know why they said happy birthday to me. Well, I don't even know how they knew it was my birthday.

"This." A heard a strong, gentle voice say as they threw something down on the table that was in front of me. I looked up and found the eyes of Kim Jaejoong.

Kim Jaejoong.

He was my high school crush. I was never able to confess my feelings to him. I wasn't able to. It was because I was weak. Weakness caused me to shy away from him. If only I could go back and maybe if I would've told him she'd still be here next to me, singing in my ears, telling me about her crushes, and how we'd always be together till the end.

"What is it?" I said as I picked it up off of the counter.

"You're telling me you don't remember writing that?" Yoochun stated. "What in the world is going on now a days?"

I gave him a strange look and opened the envelope up. My eyes grew big and my mouth dropped and I read.

Dear Hero,

I knew you could always become a singer. My sister always laughed at me when I told her that, but never did I give up on believing for one second.

I remember the time when I first saw you. I was crying, and you were there comforting me. You were helping me in my times of pain. That was the reason why I called you Hero. Because you are a Hero in my eyes. I guess you still remember me and that nickname or your stage name wouldn't have been Hero right?

I was afraid. . .

I was scared to show my true emotions to you. I was living in the shadows of my pain, and that kept me from telling you something I've wanted to tell you all my life, well my high school days.

I like you.

Three simple words, yet I never could spit it out. It's surprising right? I always blamed it on you being the calm, cool guy that everyone knew about. But I was lying to myself. It was because I didn't have the confidence to say it. I still don't have the confidence to say it to your face right now. That's why I've written it in this letter to you. . .

My one and only Hero.

Love,
M&M.

I dropped the letter as my tears started forming. I dashed out of the room and into the coldness of the rain.

Linah. . . Is that what you meant by I'll help you get your love?

You sent the letter in to him. I can't believe it. I don't deserve a sister like you. You always tried doing what's best for me, but when you needed me the most I turned away. How could it be that even though you got hurt, you were always able to smile and forget about it. I never understood it. And I still don't understand. I miss you so much. I wish you could come back and it'd be just like old times. . .

"Minah."

I turned around and standing there before my eyes was Jaejoong. He walked up to me.

"What happened, has happened. You have to let go."

"But I can't. I miss her too much." I said as more tears started coming out from my eyes, falling down my checks, and blending in with the rain. Jaejoong hugged me.

"You know how she was always able to forgive and forget?"

. . .

"Because she wanted people to be happy. She believe that if forgetting what had happened would help heal one's pain then that's what she would do." I tightened my grip on him and cried onto his shirt. He hugged me tighter and stroked my hair.

"It'll take time. . . But you'll learn to move on." He said and I smiled. I looked up at his face. "By the way, your letter so didn't sound like you." Jaejoong smirked.

"But it's true. And that's all that counts." I said.

"Yes that is." He said and hugged me as we walked back to where the boys were hand in hand. I truly believe now that Linah is my angel looking down from above.