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All I ever asked for was happiness
All I ever got was pain
I wish I could just sit here
I wish I could wash it all away
I'm not the god I thought I was,
Nor am I half the man
It just seems like everytime I receive happiness
I go and f**k it up again
I tried to save myself, but I only slipped away
And all I wanted to do was make you happy
But doing so put me through so much pain...
The pain is nearly unberable now...
I wish you could look in and see the pain
See the fucking pain that builds inside of me
See the fucking agony I squirm under
See the fucking agony I try to fight so much...
What am I now, your lover, your enemy?
All I wanted to do was try to fix
This tattered life I live...
Do I deserve you?
We always say we love each other...
We always say we'll be together forever
But now we sit here apart and fighting
Will we truly be together forever?
I want to hold you close now, as I slowly turn cold
My friends to my left, and they sit...squirming in the awkwardness
I just wanted you..I wanted you to be happy...
But was that all a lie?
Was it all a lie when I said I wanted you to be happy...
Was all I really wanted for myself to be happy...
Happy at the cost of others...of friends...of family...
Of you?
All I ever asked for was happiness
And all I got in return was pain
I wish I could just sit here
I wish I could wash it all away...
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Forever
