I'am sorry for posting this message i've just took a ploit LSD(bycicle drawed..), and realized that all troubles of humanity from lack of Love.
Please love and forgive yourself and your brothers and sisters. We are just on love.
i would ike to recommend you a book which can give good psychological mood-up: http://www.amazon.ca/You-Can-Heal-Your-Life/dp/1561706280
Sorry for flooding and offtopic, you can just delete this message, if you've read it, the mission is done...